i did something wrong...
i got my mum scolded by my dad...
i didnt mean to do it...really.....
but it was my fault...all my fault..
i HATE my dad..a lot of times..
i HATE him...he SUCKS as he gets older..
in fact,, i never really liked him..
so sorry mum...so sorry...so sorry....so sorry.....i'm so sorry to make you cry.....
its all my fault....

i wanna graduate soon...
i want to earn money and pay all my own bills..
like this,, i don't owe anything to anyone..
at least not to him...
i need to get stronger,, brave....