good morning ! =)
mood is getting better..
no worries about the previous post..

yesterday was Jasper's birthday BBQ party..
i went out with Jerico son to City Hall to buy Jasper's present..
met with his friend too as he choosing a present for another classmate..
haha..
we had no idea what to buy..
i felt a little bored after some time...=X
ended up buying a massager for Jasper..
very comfortable okay ?! xD
i want it myself....bleh x~
but..batteries not included ! haha..
after that,, Jerico and i went to Pasir Ris to look for Wei Wen..helped carry the stuffs for BBQ..
went there,, set up and off we went to climb the 'Spider Web'..
haha..i didn't really climb..wearing my slippers made it quite slippery to climb..Dom also said that the ropes aren't that strong anymore..
scared scared..xD
was feeling bored as we didn't know most of the peep s there..
ate some food,, slacked,, ate the cake and i went off first..
sorry that i didn't stay longer !
its just that i don't like to stay at somewhere that i'm uncomfortable..
couldn't mix that well like Wei Wen..=P

after that,, went off to Downtown East to meet up with honey..
haha..saw him waiting for me at the enterance between escape theme park and chalets..
can see that he's dancing a little..as usual..-.-
super happy to see him..
took a walk at the park..i liked the feeling..
talked about the handphone theory too !
haha..AL !!!! =) you know,, i know,, he knows,, we know !
lol s..
its time to go home so we sort of 'repeled' as his family was nearby..xD
i went to the bus-stop and saw Shu Hui..O.O
she told me OLTC had suddenly became a 'speed dating' camp..lol s !
suddenly got quite a number of couples..
hmm~ i wonder who..haha..
went home feeling tired and went straight to bed after cleaning up..

that's all !
take care peep s ! =D

[ to YeeShi & Erica girl-lings :: i wanna see both of u badly..=(( meet up when all of us are free ! soon soon soon !! bleh x~ ]


A7A2 !!! we were still freshies back then...^^

Muna,, mUee & Lynn =)
i miss you my girls....
Al & mUee~ =))

first week of school is definitely tiring..
maybe because i'm not use to studying..
haha..vacation was long..xD
but,, my vacation wasn't really a vacation..
had to go back to school almost everyday..
just feel that i have not chill enough with my friends yet..

yesterday is the official last day of orientation..
its the movie night with the freshies !
=D
i missed them so much !
but still i gotta apologise for making myself disappear all the time..=P

everything went smoothly except for some inside stories which i don't wish to talk about..
i just want everything to be back to normal..
this incident has gone too wrong..
everyone has no right or wrong..both sides had made mistakes..
what we can do is to talk and solve the problem in a more calmly way..
no doubt everyone was tired and our brains couldn't function properly..
we couldn't think through..
no matter what happens,, we are still schoolmates..
of course relationships between all of us have been damaged..
quite badly i must say..
to this,, i must say..i'm really sorry for what happened..
reflecting is how we spot our mistakes and correct them..
we are already becoming young adults..we think..
so treat this incident as an important lesson..
respect one another,, forgive one another..
let time heal our wounds..
hope everything is over and we could go crazy again..
AS ONE...

[ to lynn and Al :: both of you are ill..please take care kkx ? love you..al,, don't take it to hard to what he says..u noe wat he's like..jus let him be..calm down and dun let him hurt u emotionally and physically anymore..u noe wat i mean..u noe,, i noe,, we noe ! hugs~ =) ]

[to muna :: thanks girl for being there for me and encourage me..love u too ! ^^ ]


- guilt is all over me..-

A8D4 rocks !!! =D

HELLO !!!! =D
came to update again !!

wore formal on the FIRST day of school..
that's nice..was late for lecture..why ?
because raining and everywhere was jammed !
zzz~ can sleep...
new year for me..am in second year finally !!
promoted to junior instead of freshie..hehe..=P
but kinda scared cause most of my subjects are more of lab and problem-based..
ahh !!! hope can handle..must work really hard !
managed to 'catch' Melrick at the concourse..haha..
where's lynn and the others ?! bleh x~

after that,, went to Singapore Expo for excursion..
FHA..i forgot what it stands for but F = food !
can see but cannot eat..T.T
that's the saddest thing that can ever happen..
legs totally aching like mad..from Hall 1 to 7 can ?!! O.O
but my clique went off earlier and went to changi airport's coffee bean to slack..
after that went home..super tired..
tomorrow got lecture from 2pm-5pm..after that still got briefing at 6pm !
hope its not very long ! =(

tomorrow is the beginning of CCA day..sure a lot peep s..zzz~
gotta squeeze !!! haha..
it'll be a great day tomorrow..=))
and i'm looking forward to it..

that's all for now !
time to let u drool !!! =DD
take care !!

[ to ERICA girl-ling :: where re u and yeeshi girl-ling ??? bleh x~ hang out soon !!! =DD misse s~ ]

[ to L :: thanks..but..which L are u ? allyv ? specify ? =P sorry..hehe..]

[ to lynn & muna :: where u two huh ? never see u all..xD ]

[ to Melrick :: hahaha..see ya tmr ! ^^ ]

- i hope the palm reading wasn't that true...-






slurp s * =P





so pretty ! like a rainbow beach ! ^^



one of the dish for competition..

another one for competition..

its just pictures ! =D
am waiting for more..=)
enjoy !


Pei Shan & Nadiah..=))

we act cute !!! hehe..so sweaty..-.-

LC Play ladies~ hmm~ ^^

ADROITS !! yay ! =D

ADROITS guys ! xD

Melrick,, Kairos & Ridzwan..

Clandastine girls..where's mel ? o.O

aren't we gorgeous ? opp s..=X

Azlina & Muna..=)

HELLO !!!!
week 0 is finally over !
sorry for not updating you peep s right away..
was being lazy..=P
just to keep it short..

Day 1 ::
totally exciting..
welcomed our freshies into our LT..
ushered some lost freshies to where they belong..xD
roz brought a laser machine..super cool !!
made the whole LT look like a club..lol s..
i saw my class..A8D4..love them ! =D
but i was kinda screw up because i lost the attendance list all the time !
T.T sorry roz if i've caused any troubles..
what i can say was..i'm a super blur person..
played telematch with them..so fun !
after the whole thing,, freshies were dismissed..
Al,, Adele,, Erin,, Weng Tat,, Melrick and me camped overnight in school..
xD
super tired..didnt sleep much at all..
haha..

Day 2 ::
woke up and went to bathe before going for our final LC Play rehearsal..
luckily,, everything went smoothly !
freshies enjoyed the whole play..
my class told me that it was a unique way to tell them about the school rules..=)
yay !!
after that,, went to meet my class and danced mass dance !
totally crazy..
i ran around..totally testing my stamina..xD
after that was dinner then campfire !
i wanna say thank you to Muna for helping me out all the time..
and ohh ! DJ Roz in the house ! lol s..
then it was cluedo !
i love my group ! =D they were so cooperative..
had great fun with them..the whole cluedo was a success ! yay !
lastly was R&R..everyone were quite dead by then..haha...
finally,, everyone was dismissed..
Melrick,, Al and me went to sleep for a while before going home..

Day 3 ::
last day of week 0 !!
giving out of the new T-shirts was a disaster..
sizes were messed up !
but still managed to solve them..woolala~~ ^^
went for telematch and regatta..crazy~ O.O
congrats for the Dragon Boat race !!
congrats AS for winning the BEST CHEER AWARD !!
yay !!! =D
imma gonna miss my class..Adroits and LC Play..

i shall stop here..=)
take care peep s~

thanks ::

[ to Muna :: thx for everything..thx for helping me out all the time ! hug s~ =)) so gonna miss ya..]

[ to Lynn :: thx gal for being there for me..=) going crazy together was totally fun ! misse s~ ]

[ to Al :: i love u !! best dance partner ever ! xD lets dance again soon ! haha ! take good care of yourself kkx ? misse s~ ]

[ to Roz,, partner :: thx for helping me..u're the best partner and DJ ! xDD keep in touch ! ]

[ to Nadiah :: thanks so much for hanging on no matter what happens..u're a really strong girl..=)) love u !! ]

congrats ::

- ADROITS HAD WON THE WAR !!! keep up the Adroits spirit peep s !! =D
- AS had won the BEST CHEER AWARD !!
- Roz,, for winning the best Elite award in Adroits..u deserve it..xD
- LC Play for putting up a successful performance ! =D


- will never forget that moment..-

another long week is going to start...
parents going off to send off my aunt..
i can't go..it happens to be on week 0..
totally make me even sad..
but life's still has to move on..and i will..
brother will be back for reservice..
guess i'll be alone for a while..
lucky i'll be in school..
lucky i have my friends..
don't worry peep s..i'll be fine real soon..
see me crazy on week 0..
that's all for now..
i only hope everything goes well..
fingers crossed...

[ to ying :: hey cousie..thanks a lot..=) yeah..i think its better for her..we have lost a relative..i'll miss her...]

[ to peep s who've read my blog :: thanks..really..i'll stand again..i promise..jus emo-ing..love u all ! ]

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[ to all :: i'm feeling a lot better..thanks a million ! =)) love s~ ]

just a post..

am tired..
am freaking tired..
am totally frustrated right now..
stuck in between family and school work..
PLEASE~ i need peep s to be more understanding..

to mama ::
really hope you can understand..
i respect you a lot that's why i don't wanna talk back..
what i could do was to keep quiet..
i know i've been busy..but that's my job as a student,, a friend,, a team mate..
you've been working for so long and yet i can feel how you feel..
how about you ?
no doubt you're worried,, but where else can i go ?
i SWEAR i've been in school all the time..
i'm struggling mama...i need your support..=((
i love you..i really do..

recent news ::
my aunt is gone...
how i really wish i have the time to go back and see her for the very last time..=(
sigh..I HATE MYSELF..i really do...
i'm really sorry aunt...

to peep s ::
do bear with me if i happen to break down suddenly..
i just need support..that's what i'm asking for...
would really appreciate it..
i'll be fine soon..i promise..

hello !
came to update...softly..
don't wanna wake my parents up..=X

went for LT deco today..nth much to do..
because there are some wiring work to do..
and WOW..
Dixie came so 'early' la !
xD
he came when we were about to go..lol s..
after that,, i went to Marina Square to look for JiaWen,, PeiYi,, KeXin,, Kunhui &...DA SHU !! xDD
went to play bowling..i actually played better ! O.O
but there were some tries that failed..meaning going into the 'drain'..=P
so long never see Jia Wen le..
haha..
after that,, da shu & Kun Hui went home earlier while the rest of us went to esplanade to chill..
sat down & chatted..i bought a $6.40 pepsi just to sit there..T.T
but i love the way we sat down & chat..it was relaxing..=))

tomorrow ::
Dragonboat in the morning at Bedok Resevior ! zzz~
9am-12pm..
after that will be LC play from 1pm-9pm..=X
with only one hour dinner break in between..
how cool is that yo ! [ this sounds familiar...]
it ain't cool..-.-
anyway,, will be in school the whole day..
anything urgent just send me sms or call ya ? =D

that's all for now..
take care peep s~ ^^

[ to luna & yinnn :: see ya tmr for DB !!! wheee~ lol s..xD ]

[ to al :: i miss ya girl !! hope u're okay..see ya soon !! =)) ]

[ to alex ( if happen to read..) :: i'm surprised that u didnt SPY..xD ]

[ p.s. i'll upload some pictures soon..^^ ]

- i'm confused..
i'm tired...-

hi once again ! ^^
since Alex,, my angel says that i'm too stingy to write more about him..
well,, i shall write this post about him..lol s..

second day of camp ::
i received a letter from angel..finally a first letter ! xD
' be expecting a gift' he says..
haha ! i'm so excited..lol s..

third day of camp ::
recieved my gift after my LC play rehearsal..
a bag of chips..so sweet !! ^^
but kinda of a wrong timing ?
i had to carry this bag of chips everywhere until i return back to my bunk..
bleh x..=P
but its nice..thanks angel !!

haha..happy right angel ?
whole post about you..tsk tsk..

[ to Alex the 'angel' :: i still haven eat that bag of chips..>.< ]

wheee~
came to update again..xD
for the very first time,, i was online till late at night yesterday..
crapped with some peep s..but my brain was unable to function well..
sorry~ lol s..

yesterday ::
went to Parkway Parade with my parents..
that was my job for that day..accompany them..-.-
ate Fish&Co. !! =D finally for some good food..lol s..
ohh yeah..it was Ke Yuan's birthday too !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEYUAN ! ^^
sorry cannot celebrate with you..lol s..
been working on our ADROITS OL profile designs..
came up with one only..will come out with more so can vote..xD
Mei Jun,, my partner for this project came out with one too !
haha..good good..=)

tomorrow ::
going back to school for LT deco !
yay ! =D
hope everything's smooth..
and ohh..those going to KL tmr,, bon voyage..
take care ! ^^

that's all for my updates..
take care peep s..=)

[ to Roz :: bon voyage ! haha..try to buy some snacks for us ? =X just joking..have fun ! ^^ ]

[ to Yeeshi & Erica girl-lings :: hey !! meet up soonie kkx ? i miss ya !!!! =(( take care my love s~ ]


- so fun...=D -

lol s..nth to do..=X

good afternoon ! =)
came to update..

OLTC was a great one..
really fun and special..to me..haha..
why ? well,, you gotta know some inside stories of myself then you'll know..=)

first day of camp was quite okay..maybe cause things were warming up..
like trying to know new friends and stuffs..but..it was great..=D
the peep s were really nice ! haha..
played icebreaker games..watching people do forfeits and stuffs..
totally interesting and crazy ! xD
i was posted to Vigilance at first,, but was soon transferred to Adroits..
aww..=((
luckily there were so many LC Play friends !
xD so can mix in quite fast..
we were introduced to a mortal and angel game..
and guess what ? edwin was my mortal ! xD
i've been one bad angel..only remember to write him letters on the second day..=X
SORRY mortal ! lol s..but he's someone i've already know..
so..yeah..haha..
my angel,, i'll tell you just a bit..xD

second day of camp was much more fun..doing all the cluedo games and nightwalk..
it was totally crazy..xD
got some 'scandal' photos taken..i don't wanna say about it..lol s..
i bet some of my camp mates had them too right ? haha..
the nightwalk was so not scary at all..O.O
we actually had to fake that it was scary just to scare those who haven gone in..lol s..
after everyting,, we gave our comments and suggestions..
so i guess our freshies are going to be so dead during week 0..=DD

third day of camp was kinda like an entertainment day..
went for LC Play rehearsal while the others went for captain's ball competition..ADROITS won !!!
great job guys ! ^^
after that,, went for a short briefing and it was D&D !
woohoo~ =D
we can say,, that was the BEST programme during the whole OLTC..
lol s..that's when our angels were revealed..
my angel was....alex..haha..from vigilance..
quite surprised..there are some reasons to that too..
my mates and i went to the dance floor to dance..totally crazy..
melrick,, erin,, wengtard [ dunno how to spell..] & nicholas breakdanced..xD
made everyone real high..lol s..
i love D&D..=)
after that went out of school for supper at mac..
feeling really dead..i only drank a cup of milo..

last day of camp..feeling quite dead already..
had a final walk through of cluedo routes..
i finally get the places right ! ^^
hope everything will be smooth and happening during week 0 ! =)
all Adroits except Al & Derick,, went out for dinner..
putting our bags in Juffri's car..haha..
chatted and crapped..
then,, all of us collected of bags and off we go !
home~
i missed home or rather,, my bed misses me ! lol s..
even though my own home is the most comfortable,, i realised when i get back,, there's nothing to do..
its like,, i feel empty..
i don't know..i just can't wait to go back to school..=))

that' all for whole of my OLTC !
i'll get my pictures real soon !!
and..GRATS TO ADROITS !!
we are the champion ! keep up the good work ! =D

[ to Yinnn,, Allyv & Luna :: thx girls for giving me such a great camp ! miss ya all ! take care~ =) see ya soon ! ]

[ to Leiying cousie :: thx my dear..=) i feel ur heart..love u~ take care worx..everyting u do will be fine..i'll be there for u always ! ]

[ to Roz,, if happen to read.. :: hey ! sorry for not giving u GEMS card..lol s..thx for giving me one ! u'll receive one when u get back ! week 0's coming partner ! take care~ ^^ ]

- it was really surprising that it turned out to be you..-

hey peep s !!!!!!
i'm back !!!! =DD
a whole of you are missed !
but just a really quick update without talking about my camp yet as i'm really tired...

today ::
last day of camp..
extremely tired but had a great day..=)
but..grave news..
my aunt...
i'm really scared...been worried all this while..
after mama told me about her updates,, i really feel like bursting..
i'm tired..really am tired..
still got lots of things to do..i just need a hug..
i'm breaking down...

tomorrow ::
alone at home the whole day..
bro went for reservice..
mama working,, dada too...
sigh...

that's all for now..
shall have my real update soon..
take care peep s~